I am a professional dominatrix. There are a variety of
preconceptions that come to someone who sees such a statement and
I assure the reader that many, but not all, of those
preconceptions are accurate in my case. For example, one would be
correct if one supposed that most of my work is with submissive
males. It would also be correct to guess that I get a great deal
of personal satisfaction from exercising my wishes over those weak
creatures who once called themselves ‘men’.
For the purposes of this diary, call me Mistress Katherine. In the
early days of my career (I am in my 30's now), I received a
thorough education in the domination of submissive males. Most of
that education came in my work with other dominas in a more or
less standard model of female domination. That is, I would be
assigned to work with clients for several hours at a time,
subjecting them to the various textbook treatments (sometimes
simple, sometimes sophisticated) which their submissive souls
required. As my understanding of domination/submission themes
progressed, I became more independent, relied less on my peers and
developed my own style of dominance. I gained great skill and I
learned about my own preferences and needs. After all, I did not
choose this profession at random, the desire to bend a male to my
will is a fundamental aspect of my being.
After some time in this apprenticeship it became clear that I had
some special talents (and predilections) which put me great in
demand. Speaking quite objectively, I am a very attractive woman.
I stand five foot, ten inches tall in my stocking feet, my breasts
are large and firm (I exercise religiously), my face is classic
Mediterranean in both complexion and structure and my dark brown
hair is long and full. When my legs have been displayed in public
(a not infrequent occurrence), males have been seen to actually
faint as I walked by. I encourage this kind of response with my
choice of attire and especially with my choice of footwear. I have
been known, on occasion, to approach such a male, who is otherwise
unknown to me, and perform some ‘tricks’ for the amusement of my
women friends and any bystanders who happen to be present.
To be clear about my romantic preferences, I am fundamentally
lesbian but I also have a well developed interest in both the male
anatomy and the male psyche and, as must be obvious by now, I can
get very aroused when I have a victim male in a compromising
position. I have been in a committed relationship with a woman, an
attorney, for the last four years. While my lover (I’ll call her
Grace) has no interest in the professional side of female
domination she is often present while I work. She is also very
attractive and is really quite a gifted amateur when it comes to
inventing new predicaments for the submissive at hand. As such,
she adds another dimension to my own (and my subjects’)
experience.
Several years ago, my professional development reached the point
where I was no longer interested in working with submissive males
in the hourly/session format. Instead, I now take on one, or at
the most two, very high paying individuals for an extended period
of time, on my terms. It is typical that I would work with a
single, submissive male for 6-8 months with a fee of $100,000,
plus expenses (and there are expenses). The time allotment and the
fee can vary to some degree depending on the male’s means and my
interest in working with him. I might charge much more if the male
is exceptionally well off or I may charge less if he presents some
unique qualities. In any event all arrangements are by written
contract with all payment in advance. In the five years during
which I have been conducting my affairs in this manner I have
never lacked for willing subjects with the means to meet my terms.
I come to a discussion of my method and purpose in presenting this
‘diary’. First, it is not strictly a diary since it does not
represent a day to day or even chronologically ordered description
of my experiences. Rather, it will be a series of vignettes which
detail aspects of my professional life mostly (but not
exclusively), from the time I began to take on single, long term
slaves. On occasion, I will describe a more random encounter or
some event from my earlier days as a professional. These sketches
may recall the experiences of a single hour or day or perhaps it
may relate one of the longer term aspects of my work.
My purpose, without apology, is to sexually stimulate the reader
and then, to cause him to submit to me from afar. I seek no
remuneration nor is this some method of advertising my in-person
work. I want only to test my skill as a writer and I hope to
discover if I can communicate, in some small way, the sense of
control I exercise over the males in my presence. Oh, there may be
some who find academic value to these writings and I am not
insensible to a certain need for explicit discussion of these
subjects but it is control of the male which I seek and which I
will have.
Do you
feel yourself begin to get hard little Miss Sissy, as you
understand that all my slaves, eventually, are feminized,
sissified and humiliated beyond their limits? Now, you may read no further if you are not
wearing some article of distinctly female clothing.
Panties will
do nicely for now but I do so like to see a sissy wearing shear
stockings, garter belt and heels. A lacy bra would look very good
on you dear and of course I would love to see you in your full
make-up as well. Hair not quite right? A wig will do the job very
well. There are many other details of course, just remember, you
may not read this or any of my other offerings unless you are
wearing something explicitly feminine. The more elaborate your
costume, the more sissified your appearance, the better. Certainly
I understand that some disadvantaged readers may be in no position
to follow these orders but I know that most of you have the means
and the inventiveness to obey. Will you cheat and fail to comply?
Well, you will only be cheating yourself. Excuse yourself and
don’t come back until you have something appropriate in place.
If you are properly dressed, you must now take that sissy clit out
of your panties and stroke it very slowly. Make it as hard and as
big as it gets. Imagine me measuring it and slapping it lightly
with my crop. Is it nice and wet from pre-cum? Have you made a
mess already? Think of all the ways I could use you and think of
your helplessness. I know you would do what I ask of you, wouldn’t
you pet? I think you would be quite cute, wearing only the
skimpiest panties, with all your body hair shaved off and legs
spread so that I can have easy and painful access to that
throbbing penis. Nearly naked..., except perhaps for a pair of
black patent pumps with 5 inch heels to add to dizziness you are
probably already feeling. Mmmm...yes ....stroke it, show me how
you please yourself.
While you are allowed to masturbate as you read you may not have
wanton orgasms. This leads to my second rule, as a sissy under my
control you may only have an orgasm three times in any one
calendar week and you may not have an orgasm on consecutive days.
Yes, I know there are those of you who abuse yourselves far, far
more frequently but think, if you cum without discipline then you
devalue the experience and it thus has no more meaning than mere
pissing or shitting. You must learn to treasure those times when
you are allowed to climax. This is truly for your own good and
your own satisfaction.
Rule number three follows to some extent from the previous rule.
If you happen to cum while you are reading one of my chapters you
must not then continue to read but instead you must return to the
beginning of the chapter and start reading from that point. After
an orgasm I understand that it is quite natural to set aside these
materials for a time, but once you return, you must start the
chapter from the beginning.
Be aware my sissy slut, that each chapter will begin with a short
introduction (perhaps including a review of the rules set out
here) and a task for you to perform before you commence reading.
This task may be very simple or it may be more elaborate. In any
event, each time you read a particular chapter you must perform
the task anew.
It should be clear that my goal in developing these basic rules is
to gently encourage you to submit your sissy self to my authority
and to maximize the satisfaction you take from that submission. Be
assured that sissies under my personal control are required to
deal with a much more rigorous set of demands which evolve
constantly.
Let’s review the rules (By the way, are you still
pumping that thing between your legs? It would be a very
good idea for you to pinch your titties while you
stroke. Do it now.)
Rule #1: You are a sissy and when you read anything I
have written you must be wearing at least one article of
explicitly feminine attire, the more the better.
Rule #2: Each time you read about a feminine erotogenic surface, you must touch yourself there and close your eyes and feel it.
Rule # 3: If you feel yourself going femme while reading this little story, you must call me and let me name you as a woman.
Rule #4: To be whispered in your ear when you call.
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